Soooo my mind is exploding. I feel so hurt right now. I didn’t even feel creative enough to put my thoughts on top of a picture tonight.
Everyday I try to shove all the bad thoughts into the back of my head. Majority of the days I’m pretty good at keeping them all hidden back there. Maybe poking out every now and then but I tell myself to be strong and skip past the thoughts. Well.. you can only do that for so long before your mind has to let it all out. That time is now.
My hands are shaky, my body is weak, my heart is broken. & my mind? It’s exploding into a trillion bits and pieces.
I’m left here feeling abandon by you. Feeling like I wasn’t good enough for you. Which actually makes me laugh because your such an immature asshole. You don’t even have the balls to talk to me. Not that I’ve made any attempts to talk to you. But why should I? You hid your true colors for 2 years. I’m not sure how. But you did damn good at it.
Final thoughts: This? This is only a tiny gate way to my feelings. If only I had the balls to say what was all really on my mind.